oh no.

Yes, oh no. My father stalked my blog and suggested to erase those impolite words.
Smh, I'll find another ways.

u know wat, this bitch saves my life. dat makeup goddess

Thank God you saved my life, I'll probably look like I just had a plastic surgery.

what kills me.

Ok, this time I probably will 'curhat' or in English 'telling how your feelings are'. But this is considering our daily life, so stick with me.

You people probably know what laziness is. Yeah, I do. And it's on 7 Deadly Sins too. Fuck it. Hahaha we're not talking about 7 Deadly Sins, but I'm gonna talk about how laziness affects my life.

Don't ask me why. Laziness on my life is dat queen. Yep, people will always blame me and her. I'm such a lazy motherfucker. But you know what, me being lazy are one of the reasons why my life such a destructive.

I used to join lots of extra lessons, out of school. I really enjoyed it, the way was smooth, and I was on the line. But suddenly, the laziness attacked me quickly. Causing I quit lots of those lessons.

And now, they'll be fucking killing me. Well, I'm joining 2 different extracurricular. A traditional dance named saman and a school press. I love them both. But now it's not laziness this time.

Well, if you're my dancing coach and you read this, I'm terribly sorry.

I planned to quit my dancing lessons because, well, the timing is too long. Once I arrived home at 6.00 pm, and the lesson started 2.30 pm. Thankgod my parents don't blame me this time.

And I'm not one of the people who are the fast learners. My improvements are freaking slow. But they insist me to learn fast, practice fast. That kills me you know.

And now I've got the school press on my hand. Hopefully I won't quit this time.

Dear God, get rid of this thing. 

i want thissssssss

Haaaaaaaaa. I want this banner sooooo bad.

If only I could change the usual banner onto this everyday

My life would be..... #SWAG

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

dying.

I wonder if I cross his mind like he does.

I wonder if he thinks of me as much as I think of him.

I wonder if I'm in his dream like he's always in my dreams.

I wonder if he feels the same way like I do.

I wonder if he waits for me to smile first like I'm dying for waiting him to smile at me first.

I wonder if he cries about me like I cry about him.

I wonder if I'll be him and he'll be mine.

So I could get rid of those 'i wonder'.

I'm waaaaaaaaay bored, bitch.

guess what?

Lol, I can't stop laughing at this. Watch this story, it's not really that funny. Because you didn't see it live.

So yesterday, Nindi, my great pal wrote something about her memories with her ex boyfie and I just nodded my head up and down. And she insisted me to write something like that, but because I'm gratefully happy right now, I grabbed my pen and wrote a letter to her.

Dear Nindianindita,

Stfu, loljk. Idk you have a boyfriend but you still think of him? He's not worth with you, k? 

GROW AND WEAR BRA

Sincerely, I'M WAAAAY MATURE.

I gave it to her, and in a smooth air, great feelings, she broke the silence with her 'WTF' laughs and passed it to my friends. They were laughing too, while I sat down with a confused mind. It's not even funny.

But once in a while, I started laughing too, till my mouth muscles are tired, till I hurt my stomach.

Ok, it's my quote. I made it by myself, it's an accident. However it's still even funny.

                      

2011 (2)

So I'd have to say, 2011 for me was a very emotional, labile year I've ever been through. I got into troubles, problems, conflicts, fights, hating, broken heart etc. But most for me I've wasted so much tears this year.

People would say that I'm such a sensitive bitch, like they hate me for being so 'through-the-heart' like 'diambil hati banget'. They hate me for being such an immature. Well let me tell you, people grow up in different ways. Lots of them have become so mature, but not less of them still needs hug before school, or kisses goodnight from their parents. We're unique don't hate, we walk on the ground, we breathe air, we drink water, we're all the fucking same.

And this year I've begun so put the shit on my appearance, like I'm worrying if I wear this shirt my tan lines would be appeared, if I don't use this branded shoes I'm no fancy. Well that's teenagers nowadays. We sleep hard,party hard, fuck school, hate teachers, buy lipsticks from A-Z and go out with their boyfriends wearing bikinis. Ok, but you know what some of those teenagers are very talented. Like most of the twitter users are the people who like to give quotes and spread them so everyone could inspire them, or use their imagination to take some awesome pics, post it up in social networks and people like them so they'll put them as their blablablah.

And the last thing, this year I've been adored and hurt by these amazing guys. Especially you, the one I've been adored since the first day we met. You blew me away with those amazing smile and kindly eye contacts, but when I confessed that I was in love with you, you were shocked I could see it in your eyes. You started to make distance from me, which that kills me because you're my oxygen to my body. Without you, I could barely breathe. Without being greeted with those hello, is like you gotta die while you're saying goodbye.

And this year I've met some new pals. Great friends, also I couldn't forget to tell you that I've met some of my haters. Dear haters, sorry for being real.

And the very very last thing, THIS YEAR I'VE EATEN LOTS OF GREAT FOODS!

Haha see you later, and I wish you a Happily New Years Eve.
goodbye! :]

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Gah. I'm on my PMS. I've been crying and hating everyone near me lately.
I miss my PMS-pals >> k I was joking I really miss her so much I'd sell coke and purchase all of my money from selling coke so I could live next to her.oke gue lebay, but this has always been happening on my mind.
I miss school but only friends, I've already been missing 2011 eventho' it's not ended yet..

Fuck I can't post pictures here. But I just recommend you to watch Maid in Manhattan it's fucking AH-MAZIIIIINGG!!! I didn't realize that Ralph Fiennes (the politician guy) ran a role as Voldemort in Harry Potter._. He's very handsome but Pierce Brosnan is more ♥ oke selain gue lg pms gue lagi masa-masanya suka sama the old actors....but the guy named Ty (still about maid in manhattan) is THE DEFINITION OF HOTNESS. But he's placing the second on my list of hot-handsome-but-young guys. Jack Wilshere is in the FIRST ROWW! Oke gue lg suka dia, that Arsenal's mid fielder. Awesome,ryt?

Oops, my granny is on her way heading home. Gtggg.
See yuh.