2011 (2)

So I'd have to say, 2011 for me was a very emotional, labile year I've ever been through. I got into troubles, problems, conflicts, fights, hating, broken heart etc. But most for me I've wasted so much tears this year.

People would say that I'm such a sensitive bitch, like they hate me for being so 'through-the-heart' like 'diambil hati banget'. They hate me for being such an immature. Well let me tell you, people grow up in different ways. Lots of them have become so mature, but not less of them still needs hug before school, or kisses goodnight from their parents. We're unique don't hate, we walk on the ground, we breathe air, we drink water, we're all the fucking same.

And this year I've begun so put the shit on my appearance, like I'm worrying if I wear this shirt my tan lines would be appeared, if I don't use this branded shoes I'm no fancy. Well that's teenagers nowadays. We sleep hard,party hard, fuck school, hate teachers, buy lipsticks from A-Z and go out with their boyfriends wearing bikinis. Ok, but you know what some of those teenagers are very talented. Like most of the twitter users are the people who like to give quotes and spread them so everyone could inspire them, or use their imagination to take some awesome pics, post it up in social networks and people like them so they'll put them as their blablablah.

And the last thing, this year I've been adored and hurt by these amazing guys. Especially you, the one I've been adored since the first day we met. You blew me away with those amazing smile and kindly eye contacts, but when I confessed that I was in love with you, you were shocked I could see it in your eyes. You started to make distance from me, which that kills me because you're my oxygen to my body. Without you, I could barely breathe. Without being greeted with those hello, is like you gotta die while you're saying goodbye.

And this year I've met some new pals. Great friends, also I couldn't forget to tell you that I've met some of my haters. Dear haters, sorry for being real.

And the very very last thing, THIS YEAR I'VE EATEN LOTS OF GREAT FOODS!

Haha see you later, and I wish you a Happily New Years Eve.
goodbye! :]

2011.

Ok. So the new year is coming, and I'm starving. lol yeah no joke I'm home alone \m/ but fucking boredd.
I just wanna tell you that I'm not happy about 2012 is coming. I'm kind of afraid of the doomsday rumor. I still want to rewind 2011 back in forth. But you can't pause the time. So what I'm looking forward to 2012 is happiness. No hurt feelings, no he-doesn't-love-me-back feelings, NO FAKENESS AND NO BULLSHITS.

OK SO LEMME TELL YOU THIS. YOU. YES YOU! YOU'RE SON OF A BITCH WHO LIKES TO COPY NO FRESH IDEA JUST A POSER! YOU TRY TO BE POPULAR, LIKEABLE, PRETTY, AND YOU OBVIOUSLY WANNA BE  A TRENDSETTER. BUT LET ME TELL YOU, NO MATTER HOW MUCH PRIDE YOU GOT ON THOSE CHEST, NO MATTER HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU MAKE THEIR DIGNITY DOWN, YOU'RE A FUCKING RETARDEDLY SON OF A BITCH COCK SHIT WHO "DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK". YEAH, WELL THAT'S A LIE! I DONT WANT YOU TO EXIST IN MY LIFE! SCREW YAH BITCH.

I'm sorry I was having PMS. -.- Thanks for reading!