aiming for you.

Hear it pls. I bet you'll gonna love it. Congrats to Sophie Sumner for being America's Next Top Model 18! :-)

boyfriend!

Happy saturday everyone! I forgot to say hello, didn't I? Well, sorry. But let's get back to the title has been said!

First of all, gue mau ngucapin selamat ulang tahun buat kak Vina , yaitu kakaknya Deviii!!! Wish you all the best ya kak. Semoga cita-citanya tercapai. :)

Ohya, gue bukan belieber tapi gue lg jd suka dengerin lagu boyfriend, duashxbiaxninuswajsdac itu sumpah bgt enaak!!! 

Dan lo yg belum dengerin gue kasihin video nya yah. :-)

Whaddaya think? Menurut gue, suaranya dia itu keceleee gitudeh, tapi suaranya jd lebih dewasa gitu.
DAN GUE BARU DENGER JUSTIN NGERAP DISITU SUMPAH, DAN ITU MASIH BAGUS.

Naah, sekarang adatuh video clip-nya, tapi ewh banget. Justin nya sok playboy gitu :$ hahahahah yaudahlah karena gue baik hati , gue kasihin video clip nya yah :*




Do you have the same perspective as mine? Yep HAHAHAHA. Ceweknya gitu gendut banget tau ewh :$ sok seksi yah? Tenaaang gue cuma suka suaranya doang kok :)

Dan gue harus pergi. Mau pergi.

Arrivederci!

pkn! (teaser).

Heyy guise, what's buzzin on? ok jadi gue pgn ceritain sesuatu. tolong dibaca yah, dijamin gaakan pingsan. :)
Jadi kan tadi gue pulang.
Pulang darimana?
Dari sekolah.
Ngapain ke sekolah?
Pulang.
PULANG DARIMANA?
Dari Garut.
Ngapain lo ke garut? Sedeng banget!
Gue abis pkn, dodol.

Hihiih yaah gitudeh jd gue abis dari pkn.
PKN itu apa?
(P)endidikan (K)ehidupan (N)yata.
Ngapain kok ada pkn sih?
PKN ini maksudnya buat ngajarin kita untuk lebih mengenal kehidupan nyata. Coba lo cek deh kehidupan lo. Enak, dilayani, pokoknya semuanya ada buat lo. Tapi itu enggak riil, kenapa ada pkn? Berdasarkan pengamatan wakil kepala sekolah gue yg lady-like (ciee), Dr. Kania Muawanah (-_-), bilang kalo jaman sekarang ini kepekaan kita terhadap sosial itu lebih berkurang. Karena ya lo tau lah, bbm, twitter, dll, kita jadi enggak punya rasa simpati sama orang lain. Nah, dengan adanya pkn diharapkan menambah kepekaan sosial, maksudnya biar mengalami hidup yg bener, dan bisa lebih peka untuk menolong orang lain.
Gimana cara pkn?
Jadi lo bakal masuk ke desa terpencil, JAUUUUUUH dari kota. Gaboleh bawa barang-barang yang bersifat kota, hidup mandiri, tidur, bangun, makan, minum, mandi pokoknya harus mandiri. DAN YANG TERPENTING JANGAN NYUSAHIN ORANG. *guebanget.

Jadikan gue pkn dr hari rabu sampai jumat, yaitu HARI INI. Lo harus tau gue tuh seneng banget di desa!!!
Desa yg gue tempatin namanya Desa Sukamukti, Kecamatan Cilawu, Kabupaten Garut, Provinsi Jawa Barat, Negara Republik Indonesia, Benua Asia, Bumi.-__- dan jujur gue pengen banget kesana lagi karena nyaman bgt.

Lah lo hidup disana sama siapa?
Sama temen temen, dan tinggalnya di induk semang (orang tua asuh). Mogamoga dapetnya yang baik, yg mau ngebolehin ganti channel tv -_-.
Lah jadi bebas gitu?
Kalo dibilang bebas, ga terlalu sih. Tapi iya mayan bebas. Tetep aja ada guru pendamping.
Eh gue gamau ikut pkn! Nanti apa yg akan terjadi?
Kata guru gue, kalo lo gak ikut pkn, bakal rugi berat. Pkn tugasnya menambah nilai akhlak.
Gue boleh gak bawa hp?
Itusih disita sama gurunya-__-disegel dulu.
Kalo bawa kamera?
Boleh kok, asalkan JANGAN KETINGGALAN.
Iiih gue takut bgt!! Gue biasa tidur sama emak gue!!
Salah lo sendiri hidupnya manja mulu.
Eh kan kata lo di desa kan? Kalo ada tomcat gimana?
InsyaAllah enggak kena kok. Alhamdulillah tempat gue agak jauh dari sawah, tapi temen gue dihinggapin tomcat di leher & tangan. Salah sendiri milihnya deket sawah.
Ceritain doongg!!!!
Nanti yah -_- ini baru teaser nya, berhubung foto-fotonya belum di upload. K? ;)

Adios!

and now the good ones are gone.

Dude, I've been a chinese-looking kid for like 2 days-_-

Because the good ones are leaving early.

Who is it? Yep, she's my grandma, from my mom's side. Have been

fighting with her breast cancer for almost a year and a half.

She's such a warrior.

I'm gonna miss her so much.

But the good thing is, she was buried next to my grandpa :')

How touching. And I was so sad.

Terribly sad.

oops, my teardrops are falling again. gtg.

:''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(

idgaf

I guess the "we never lost our friends, we just discover the true one"

words are true. 

*berhubung gue niatnya mau curhat jd kalo gamau baca ya gausah -_-*

I'm always being curious to find my true friends are. I never knew, probably because I live

with the fake ones, or who sticks to you for a second and suddenly they're gone nowhere.

I'm just really impatient to look around me, and think "wow this girl could gain 20 friends in 1 minute"

probably because they're famous, they're beautiful, blablablah and all that crap I don't have.

I'm struggled when I want to keep the relationship going on.

And idk why there are so many people who hate me for being who I am,

instead being what they're expected.

I'm lots of comfier when I just stick to myself.

I think no one can solve this problem.

But if you do, would you?

@_Snape_

"There will be no foolish wand-waving or silly incantations in this Twitter feed."

He's one of the peeps that kind of makes my day. Lol idk why I like his gifs/pics.

You better follow him, yeah, Mr. Swagger. ;)

i'm a nars whore who strokes in your heart.

Omggg I really love the design, and the colors! It really pops out. And fyi, this is

Victoria Beckham and Madonna's favorite cosmetics.

Hell yeah!

Affordable price, but I'm that sure enough to know my mom won't let me buy this.

For more informations, go MUNCH THISS!

Get ready for being fierce! ;-)

oh no.

Yes, oh no. My father stalked my blog and suggested to erase those impolite words.
Smh, I'll find another ways.

what kills me.

Ok, this time I probably will 'curhat' or in English 'telling how your feelings are'. But this is considering our daily life, so stick with me.

You people probably know what laziness is. Yeah, I do. And it's on 7 Deadly Sins too. Fuck it. Hahaha we're not talking about 7 Deadly Sins, but I'm gonna talk about how laziness affects my life.

Don't ask me why. Laziness on my life is dat queen. Yep, people will always blame me and her. I'm such a lazy motherfucker. But you know what, me being lazy are one of the reasons why my life such a destructive.

I used to join lots of extra lessons, out of school. I really enjoyed it, the way was smooth, and I was on the line. But suddenly, the laziness attacked me quickly. Causing I quit lots of those lessons.

And now, they'll be fucking killing me. Well, I'm joining 2 different extracurricular. A traditional dance named saman and a school press. I love them both. But now it's not laziness this time.

Well, if you're my dancing coach and you read this, I'm terribly sorry.

I planned to quit my dancing lessons because, well, the timing is too long. Once I arrived home at 6.00 pm, and the lesson started 2.30 pm. Thankgod my parents don't blame me this time.

And I'm not one of the people who are the fast learners. My improvements are freaking slow. But they insist me to learn fast, practice fast. That kills me you know.

And now I've got the school press on my hand. Hopefully I won't quit this time.

Dear God, get rid of this thing. 

i want thissssssss

Haaaaaaaaa. I want this banner sooooo bad.

If only I could change the usual banner onto this everyday

My life would be..... #SWAG

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

dying.

I wonder if I cross his mind like he does.

I wonder if he thinks of me as much as I think of him.

I wonder if I'm in his dream like he's always in my dreams.

I wonder if he feels the same way like I do.

I wonder if he waits for me to smile first like I'm dying for waiting him to smile at me first.

I wonder if he cries about me like I cry about him.

I wonder if I'll be him and he'll be mine.

So I could get rid of those 'i wonder'.

I'm waaaaaaaaay bored, bitch.

guess what?

Lol, I can't stop laughing at this. Watch this story, it's not really that funny. Because you didn't see it live.

So yesterday, Nindi, my great pal wrote something about her memories with her ex boyfie and I just nodded my head up and down. And she insisted me to write something like that, but because I'm gratefully happy right now, I grabbed my pen and wrote a letter to her.

Dear Nindianindita,

Stfu, loljk. Idk you have a boyfriend but you still think of him? He's not worth with you, k? 

GROW AND WEAR BRA

Sincerely, I'M WAAAAY MATURE.

I gave it to her, and in a smooth air, great feelings, she broke the silence with her 'WTF' laughs and passed it to my friends. They were laughing too, while I sat down with a confused mind. It's not even funny.

But once in a while, I started laughing too, till my mouth muscles are tired, till I hurt my stomach.

Ok, it's my quote. I made it by myself, it's an accident. However it's still even funny.

                      

2011 (2)

So I'd have to say, 2011 for me was a very emotional, labile year I've ever been through. I got into troubles, problems, conflicts, fights, hating, broken heart etc. But most for me I've wasted so much tears this year.

People would say that I'm such a sensitive bitch, like they hate me for being so 'through-the-heart' like 'diambil hati banget'. They hate me for being such an immature. Well let me tell you, people grow up in different ways. Lots of them have become so mature, but not less of them still needs hug before school, or kisses goodnight from their parents. We're unique don't hate, we walk on the ground, we breathe air, we drink water, we're all the fucking same.

And this year I've begun so put the shit on my appearance, like I'm worrying if I wear this shirt my tan lines would be appeared, if I don't use this branded shoes I'm no fancy. Well that's teenagers nowadays. We sleep hard,party hard, fuck school, hate teachers, buy lipsticks from A-Z and go out with their boyfriends wearing bikinis. Ok, but you know what some of those teenagers are very talented. Like most of the twitter users are the people who like to give quotes and spread them so everyone could inspire them, or use their imagination to take some awesome pics, post it up in social networks and people like them so they'll put them as their blablablah.

And the last thing, this year I've been adored and hurt by these amazing guys. Especially you, the one I've been adored since the first day we met. You blew me away with those amazing smile and kindly eye contacts, but when I confessed that I was in love with you, you were shocked I could see it in your eyes. You started to make distance from me, which that kills me because you're my oxygen to my body. Without you, I could barely breathe. Without being greeted with those hello, is like you gotta die while you're saying goodbye.

And this year I've met some new pals. Great friends, also I couldn't forget to tell you that I've met some of my haters. Dear haters, sorry for being real.

And the very very last thing, THIS YEAR I'VE EATEN LOTS OF GREAT FOODS!

Haha see you later, and I wish you a Happily New Years Eve.
goodbye! :]

.

Gah. I'm on my PMS. I've been crying and hating everyone near me lately.
I miss my PMS-pals >> k I was joking I really miss her so much I'd sell coke and purchase all of my money from selling coke so I could live next to her.oke gue lebay, but this has always been happening on my mind.
I miss school but only friends, I've already been missing 2011 eventho' it's not ended yet..

Fuck I can't post pictures here. But I just recommend you to watch Maid in Manhattan it's fucking AH-MAZIIIIINGG!!! I didn't realize that Ralph Fiennes (the politician guy) ran a role as Voldemort in Harry Potter._. He's very handsome but Pierce Brosnan is more ♥ oke selain gue lg pms gue lagi masa-masanya suka sama the old actors....but the guy named Ty (still about maid in manhattan) is THE DEFINITION OF HOTNESS. But he's placing the second on my list of hot-handsome-but-young guys. Jack Wilshere is in the FIRST ROWW! Oke gue lg suka dia, that Arsenal's mid fielder. Awesome,ryt?

Oops, my granny is on her way heading home. Gtggg.
See yuh.

bitch, i hate you.

Pengen bgt appear di blog gue? O, poser.

hate.

Ok, I'm sorry for the last post. But I split out facts, you know. So I just want to say that....

Why do you keep copying? Aren't you feeling that the people you copied their things they won't feel anything?

Why don't you have self-instinct? Why do you wanna be big things? Less is more.

Do you wanna be a fashion street styler? Well, let me see how smart you could mix all of the haute couture things with just a pair of jeans or sneakers.

I'm sorry I'm not showing off the pride. But it's just I hate the way you want to be known as a fashion styler, and btw you're fucking fake.

Tell me what's 2012 trends? Underwear that glows in the dark? or one-eye jewelries?

And obviously, I hate the way that you want to be known as beautiful, good dog, likeable, up-to-date, social, and how to make things look great.

Look, you keep copying till' my ass is fucking tired. You're the only one who makes me fucking stressful. If I die on your lap well that's because Y-O-U.
Can't you just make a fresh idea that comes from YOU? No matter how stupid it is, IT'S YOURS NOT OTHER'S.
Aren't you suffocating copying everyone?
Die bitch, die.
Slutty wannabes.

2011.

Ok. So the new year is coming, and I'm starving. lol yeah no joke I'm home alone \m/ but fucking boredd.
I just wanna tell you that I'm not happy about 2012 is coming. I'm kind of afraid of the doomsday rumor. I still want to rewind 2011 back in forth. But you can't pause the time. So what I'm looking forward to 2012 is happiness. No hurt feelings, no he-doesn't-love-me-back feelings, NO FAKENESS AND NO BULLSHITS.

OK SO LEMME TELL YOU THIS. YOU. YES YOU! YOU'RE SON OF A BITCH WHO LIKES TO COPY NO FRESH IDEA JUST A POSER! YOU TRY TO BE POPULAR, LIKEABLE, PRETTY, AND YOU OBVIOUSLY WANNA BE  A TRENDSETTER. BUT LET ME TELL YOU, NO MATTER HOW MUCH PRIDE YOU GOT ON THOSE CHEST, NO MATTER HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU MAKE THEIR DIGNITY DOWN, YOU'RE A FUCKING RETARDEDLY SON OF A BITCH COCK SHIT WHO "DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK". YEAH, WELL THAT'S A LIE! I DONT WANT YOU TO EXIST IN MY LIFE! SCREW YAH BITCH.

I'm sorry I was having PMS. -.- Thanks for reading!

Roses are red, violets are blue. Won't you regret if I were yours forever?

- Unknown

and actually.

Best songs evah! My favorite all the time! Jangan ngejudge dulu loh. Gue gasuka Malaysia, tapi get a grip deh. Kalo mereka punya seni yang 100% original why don't we try to like it?

Easy listening, and btw she's wearing hijab! :D

*deritaorangpengenpakehijabtapigataumaungapain

Just listen it, ok? Easy listening and catchy! :B

curcol.

What have I done wrong? Have I been intimidating you? Have I been devastating your life by just step in? Am I going nowhere? Why are you always blaming me for something I'd never give a fuck of. Are you trying to steal my life, my beloved ones, and my feelings? Things are being so weird because of you. I thought you are my friend, although I've been fooled by you.




Someday, I'll prove you wrong. Don't. Fucking. Blame. Me.