2011 (2)

So I'd have to say, 2011 for me was a very emotional, labile year I've ever been through. I got into troubles, problems, conflicts, fights, hating, broken heart etc. But most for me I've wasted so much tears this year.

People would say that I'm such a sensitive bitch, like they hate me for being so 'through-the-heart' like 'diambil hati banget'. They hate me for being such an immature. Well let me tell you, people grow up in different ways. Lots of them have become so mature, but not less of them still needs hug before school, or kisses goodnight from their parents. We're unique don't hate, we walk on the ground, we breathe air, we drink water, we're all the fucking same.

And this year I've begun so put the shit on my appearance, like I'm worrying if I wear this shirt my tan lines would be appeared, if I don't use this branded shoes I'm no fancy. Well that's teenagers nowadays. We sleep hard,party hard, fuck school, hate teachers, buy lipsticks from A-Z and go out with their boyfriends wearing bikinis. Ok, but you know what some of those teenagers are very talented. Like most of the twitter users are the people who like to give quotes and spread them so everyone could inspire them, or use their imagination to take some awesome pics, post it up in social networks and people like them so they'll put them as their blablablah.

And the last thing, this year I've been adored and hurt by these amazing guys. Especially you, the one I've been adored since the first day we met. You blew me away with those amazing smile and kindly eye contacts, but when I confessed that I was in love with you, you were shocked I could see it in your eyes. You started to make distance from me, which that kills me because you're my oxygen to my body. Without you, I could barely breathe. Without being greeted with those hello, is like you gotta die while you're saying goodbye.

And this year I've met some new pals. Great friends, also I couldn't forget to tell you that I've met some of my haters. Dear haters, sorry for being real.

And the very very last thing, THIS YEAR I'VE EATEN LOTS OF GREAT FOODS!

Haha see you later, and I wish you a Happily New Years Eve.
goodbye! :]

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Gah. I'm on my PMS. I've been crying and hating everyone near me lately.
I miss my PMS-pals >> k I was joking I really miss her so much I'd sell coke and purchase all of my money from selling coke so I could live next to her.oke gue lebay, but this has always been happening on my mind.
I miss school but only friends, I've already been missing 2011 eventho' it's not ended yet..

Fuck I can't post pictures here. But I just recommend you to watch Maid in Manhattan it's fucking AH-MAZIIIIINGG!!! I didn't realize that Ralph Fiennes (the politician guy) ran a role as Voldemort in Harry Potter._. He's very handsome but Pierce Brosnan is more ♥ oke selain gue lg pms gue lagi masa-masanya suka sama the old actors....but the guy named Ty (still about maid in manhattan) is THE DEFINITION OF HOTNESS. But he's placing the second on my list of hot-handsome-but-young guys. Jack Wilshere is in the FIRST ROWW! Oke gue lg suka dia, that Arsenal's mid fielder. Awesome,ryt?

Oops, my granny is on her way heading home. Gtggg.
See yuh.

bitch, i hate you.

Pengen bgt appear di blog gue? O, poser.

hate.

Ok, I'm sorry for the last post. But I split out facts, you know. So I just want to say that....

Why do you keep copying? Aren't you feeling that the people you copied their things they won't feel anything?

Why don't you have self-instinct? Why do you wanna be big things? Less is more.

Do you wanna be a fashion street styler? Well, let me see how smart you could mix all of the haute couture things with just a pair of jeans or sneakers.

I'm sorry I'm not showing off the pride. But it's just I hate the way you want to be known as a fashion styler, and btw you're fucking fake.

Tell me what's 2012 trends? Underwear that glows in the dark? or one-eye jewelries?

And obviously, I hate the way that you want to be known as beautiful, good dog, likeable, up-to-date, social, and how to make things look great.

Look, you keep copying till' my ass is fucking tired. You're the only one who makes me fucking stressful. If I die on your lap well that's because Y-O-U.
Can't you just make a fresh idea that comes from YOU? No matter how stupid it is, IT'S YOURS NOT OTHER'S.
Aren't you suffocating copying everyone?
Die bitch, die.
Slutty wannabes.

2011.

Ok. So the new year is coming, and I'm starving. lol yeah no joke I'm home alone \m/ but fucking boredd.
I just wanna tell you that I'm not happy about 2012 is coming. I'm kind of afraid of the doomsday rumor. I still want to rewind 2011 back in forth. But you can't pause the time. So what I'm looking forward to 2012 is happiness. No hurt feelings, no he-doesn't-love-me-back feelings, NO FAKENESS AND NO BULLSHITS.

OK SO LEMME TELL YOU THIS. YOU. YES YOU! YOU'RE SON OF A BITCH WHO LIKES TO COPY NO FRESH IDEA JUST A POSER! YOU TRY TO BE POPULAR, LIKEABLE, PRETTY, AND YOU OBVIOUSLY WANNA BE  A TRENDSETTER. BUT LET ME TELL YOU, NO MATTER HOW MUCH PRIDE YOU GOT ON THOSE CHEST, NO MATTER HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU MAKE THEIR DIGNITY DOWN, YOU'RE A FUCKING RETARDEDLY SON OF A BITCH COCK SHIT WHO "DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK". YEAH, WELL THAT'S A LIE! I DONT WANT YOU TO EXIST IN MY LIFE! SCREW YAH BITCH.

I'm sorry I was having PMS. -.- Thanks for reading!

Roses are red, violets are blue. Won't you regret if I were yours forever?

- Unknown